I destroy every fucking thing I come in contact with. He was sick, and he didn't tell me. He should've felt that he could tell me. I was just being myself, and it was great, and by being the "real me" I guess I somehow made it seem that I didn't need to be told unsettling things or some shit.

We were happy and laughing and not once did I catch any of the obvious hints that he might not be feeling so great.

Somebody, anybody; shoot me now.

*Erases ALL of her writings, just because they're there.*

..You know, I don't think a single one of you believes me, sometimes. Nah, I guess you shouldn't have any reason to any damned way. If the past is any kind of guide for the future I know I wouldn't. It's probably all just the product of a bored mind in need of severe medication.

Too bad whatever just touched my shoulder disagrees, no da?

Went to Six Flags today. Had to much on my brain to enjoy one bit of it.

....

So! It was GREAT! The Batman ride looked AWESOME! I got some lemonade and had nachos.. Then there was this spinny thing.. *sigh* If only I weren't one inch to short and didn't know any better. This girl would be the most froody pilot out there. Every other person on those rides wanted off. I was grinning and trying to get all I could from the experience. Too bad I had too much to think about for THAT to happen. -.-; I wonder how many people day dream while going upside down that fast dangling that high in the air?

*Listens to Someday (Sugar Ray) [Some good old 90's stuff.]*

"No matter what they try to say you were always there for me."

*Grins and walks in. Sits in the center of the great Xanga room.*

So! Where was I? Ah.. Yes.. It's summer. Wow. How amazing. The HULK's coming out. Of where? The closet, where else! ..I'm kidding, no da, so don't kill me for that. Kill me for something more creative!!

http://pub40.ezboard.com/bfantasygathering

This place is kinda cool. Free form, plenty'a peeps I don't know crap about, and not a rule in sight.

..Yeah. I think I really am getting better at this.